♥ Friday, November 25, 2011
11.11 <33
thankyou a million D: Why cannot i let go. why i still wanna text him. i seriously wanna say smth to get him back. everytime we coming to end, my mind still feel that we have so many thing that we haven do. I cannot believe he's the one that once love me. Who promise to be by me. The one that we discuss our future. The one that I thought will be my only one. The one and only for me. Im utterly disappointed. I felt as though we never been tgt before. The 1yr5mth can just disappear in his heart. Why can't I be like him. How can he change so fast. Few days can waiver off the 1yr5mth. I tried my best to control already. but always lose control of myself. I hope the last day we going to have will be the best. I hope I wont cry then.
MOB is bored and I wasn't listening to his lesson. I was emo-ing away.
I guess Lawrence (MOB cher) knew, I wasn't right. He even ask me; am i okays, seems to be so quiet. im touched by his concern, thankyou. School ended freak-ing early and it is what im waiting forward to. cus after sch I having some date with a few classmates. at least can put you down for that bit of time. We ate at mahattan fish market, then to bookfest(spend real sometime thr with alotalot of books<3). spend quite some money on photomarker, books:D Lastly went for the macdonald 1 for 1 nuggets. AWESOME EH!
This few days, keep happen to see 11.11 on my phone, almost everyday. haiis, why! I no longer can text him like in the past when I see it. but 11.11 is still smth nice. sometime I must be madd, i will wonder & scare whether you chatting with other girls or you interested in other girls already.
脑子真的松掉了!!
PS: 如果时光倒流， 我依旧会选择爱你，
至少我陪你走过一段艰难的日子，
但我没那福份享受艰难后的幸福.