♥ Sunday, November 27, 2011
Taken For Granted D:
I make my last move. We had ding tai fung for lunch. Order too much and almost cannot finish eating it. We didn't speak much for the whole lunch. found one place to talk at last, but I dunno what to say. HAIIS. After much silent, I spoke; if you seriously want an end today is our last meet up. In the end, he changed his mind. So fast, that I feel so not tashi, so fast that the sadness in me can't go off. somehow I am still so sadd. So many people keep on walking past then i decide to leave there. He is free to go already but he stay and accompany me. so i went for the arcade, I going for the jubeat. guess that will cure some sadness within me. But they moved the jubeat outside! Argh, with my skill I am so ps to play. In the end, played a game of car racing but it ended so quickly that it is not fun at all D: Feeling still as sadd and not well, I left him for vivo to find rin. We actually talk it out or maybe should say I talk him out through sms. We are going on. I hope you are serious. I hope it will turned out well. I hope I am not going to be taken for granted again. I feel there is regret, there is time I should give way that I didn't. that is why I can't let go but if we continue how we are last time, I will eventually feel tired and really give up. There are way better guys out there, I just hope you treat me better.

Lastly, meet rin yesterday to go for the swing. haha. happyhappy. swing till want to vomit :D LOL. swing off the unhappiness and bad memories. Have a great chat too. she share-d with me about what her friend say; why we suddenly forget what we are supposed to do is because God just cancelled our action so we can't remember. We are actually controlled by God. This is so interesting. I agreed to that. So logical. HAHA. We are like some chess for the God, he control how we are. or maybe like what rin say; we like some sims character for God. woah D: If this is so, I hope God will give me a good life. where I have no sadness and pain. I need not deal with some rs problem. I find the destined one, that will treat me real well x.x
How about you? What do you think?
PS: 地球不会因为少了谁, 而停止转动
就像人的心不会因为少了谁, 而停止跳动